Flawed & Restless by design
I see this apathy pushed through
A combination of, years of pills & you
A Vague expression through default
There’s not much left that i can say
At least you tolerate me
every god-damned fucking day
I am learning to crawl
Like Pigs in shit we wallow, we revel in co-dependency
I am learning to crawl
I will not deny this
I will never admit defeat
Redirect
Internalise
This depression crutch is getting pretty lame
Ripped upon the oceans of another minds distress
It’s insane…I never thought the song would remain the same
I am learning to crawl
With my blood upon your hands, to rein in this conceit
I am learning to call
To not exclude you from this
Tol never admit defeat
I know, this seems so shameless
I know, you were never pristine
I know, You’re not entirely blameless
I know, but only in dreams…I know
A small redress, this violet light
Coloured by preoccupations, with me in red & you in white
When all is said, & when i’m done,
This obsession was never really any fun…
I will not deny this
I will never admit defeat
I know, this seems so shameless
I know, you were never pristine
I know, i’m not entirely blameless
I know, but only in dreams…I know
Jordans debut album and a little different from her current stuff. More conventional in some ways maybe, but still unmistakably Jordan.
A good album in which you can find the seeds of Jordan's later sound. Unique and involving. Russell Whyman
Super-chill ambient greatness. I used to listen to this cd a lot when I was trying to relax during tumultuous times. Glad to find it again. clearskiesatnight